I'm alone with my thoughts as I travel down this winding, long road. I feel like nothing has changed. I'm the same person as is everyone else. This is just another day. Just another Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday… The sun is bright but the clouds are looming in the distance. Looks like rain. Take cover!
My life is as it is and all is good. All is good. All…is…good…. right? But….
No!
No!
All is good, dammit. I refuse to let the sadness in. I refuse to let it get the best of me. I don't deserve that. Too much has happened to allow anything real to sink in. I'll just sit here, listening to the radio and pretend like I am fine.
I'm not.
But, I am. I have to be. Everyone else is depending on me to be fine. No one understands.
I am fine.
I am perfect.
You won't break me.
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