Insomnia.

Everything isn't meant to last forever. The people you want most in your life are sometimes the people you're best without. I've spent too much of my life trying to create relationships with seasonal people. I can only blame myself for giving them expectations that I know they couldn't live up too. I was trying to force something that would never be. I've learned that just because someone comes into your life, doesn't mesn they're meant to stay. Some relationships just have to close without closure. Holding on made sense until I learned to let go.